March 20, 2003 - 11:40 a.m.
does it make you angry that i never finish the grapefruit?
no... unless you did it every day.
really?
no, not if you looked at me like that...
do you think that grapefruits have a soul? Is that a strange question...
i don't know... to both.
just because they're not living, or breathing? they grow...
so we discuss energy.. souls.
Do humans have souls...
i hope so, she says...
maybe it's another one of those things we invent to make ourselves more certain...
less uncertain.
energy is easier to trust, easier to trace. souls are too built up, too linked to spirituality,
energy is spiritual
but you don't have to pray for your energy, there is no book about how to protect energy, or keep others poor in energy, maybe that's buddha?
is murder then, just stealing energy? pulling the plug too soon? energy has no contingent... it can't just disappear, not to heaven, not to a better place, just a different place, to memories, to the soil, to the tears of those who remember, or the stories they tell...
i want to remember all this.
because you are afraid of losing me? do you think i will die?
not for that, but just
to remember.
