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August 22, 2004 - 9:24 a.m. smashing my way into a new kind of consciousness. i realize that it is true.. all of it. but none of it too. *** So i take back the whispers, the cute mute act, and the high pitched giggles, yeah i take them back, i won�t avoid your stare, evade your step, nothing of that kind, won�t help you help me victimize the only space that�s mine. *** and then sometimes none of it matters like when you're dancing your ass off to wicked michael jackson remixes and the most improbably mix of danceable tunes still i try not to let myself get so sad about the shit i can't control like stolen integrity where i'd always planned to keep it pinned down proud standing tall and fierce but somehow they always know when you're just too sweet to see it coming shaking it, off, forgetting and moving on and on. living is like this. *** yes, sometimes anger�s subtle, less rage than sad leaking slow through spigots you didn�t know you had. and sometimes it�s just fuck you. fuck you. you see, and to me, That�s poetry too. (*alix olsen)
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