September 04, 2004 - 8:52 a.m.
after last night I feel rough,
and not just around the edges.
i cannot remember the last time i felt this way in the morning... or less benevolent.
you can't just appologize for maliciously trying to destroy someone's relationship and expect "sorry bout that" to be an adequate bandaid
when you've had a year to think about what exactly your explanation would be.
sorry is lame
sorry is inadequate
though i'm glad thatyou're sorry, by now
i don't care,
when i see you
you don't exist
i'm fine with that
and I'M sorry
but there's not much that you can say now to change that.
looking through you is so much easier for me than trying to figure out what provoked you in the first place.
