October 16, 2004 - 1:17 a.m.
is this a question? because clearly she's supplying her own answer
and what does it mean?
and why is this happening?
this isn't even fluke, like getting hit by a car...
and then she's just gone
and i'm thinking
maybe i just saw
god?
and she's the devil.
and they really are sadists,
which makes them more human than i'd ever imagined
and i walk home thinking like hey, i'm not even stoned or drunk
or having fun
i'm just wondering how that all happened and what i did to provoke it?
nothing.
maybe that was it.
nothing.
