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January 21, 2005 - 1:21 p.m.
feeling, somehow, like the top of my head has flown off lobotomized as i stare at red words that say nothing but chirp insistent, non-descript signs of "lost" and names and dates funnel into line, all ordered and logical, but white. first thought, best thought, "they shot the white woman first" I am holes in heart falling at my own shot expectations. shivering through my own breath billowing out around my ears the flapping skull cap releases thought not steam and screaming insecurity why not? why not? why not?
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