February 05, 2006 - 1:22 a.m.
i tried to see what it would feel like to walk blind and gave myself a nosebleed.
stupid.
feeling so raw and unearthed. i can't get my head around being so lodged in this body.
dependent on feeling each second i'm flailing.
fix me
fix me
i want to sleep well tonight
i can't do it
i cant do it
i cant
