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June 20, 2009 - 2:32 a.m. In the car I turn to you and I knew, but now know, you feel the same way and have felt this too, the feeling of empty, wondering if the road you are on will hurt you like you know it will people are roads, and as we drive, hurtling through space, surrounded by metal, I envision the rock that left a circle of impact on my windshield - that will be the shape left in my chest something that would be endearing if only it could end the way we hoped, once upon a time and the cynics say, once upon a time is just the start to a story that hasn't ended yet. There is always an end. "I feel exactly the same way" you said. "Exactly?" I asked. Slight hesitation, yeah. And it is a pause in time and place and action and the thoughts, they are the only thing that keep going. One day I will untie my hands, unleash my heart, the good dog of hearts, mastered, by myself, but so loyal to you still Sometimes we cannot help but love our captors, masters, makers, mothers... We have a dependency, and I am learning learning to walk
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