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July 20, 2011 - 4:00 p.m. When he asked me, as I hesitated, if I was afraid people of what people would think, if they would question whether or not I was really a lesbian the answer was, yes, though I answered "of course not". It would shake my credibility. once cracked I poured out, eager and confused, about many things, but least of all my desire. I knew, now, what I wanted, but did not knew what that might preclude, exclude, or eschew. Mostly I was hungry for choice, famished from not knowing there was one. And by choice I don't mean that we choose this, some people might, while others are 'born this way'. I didn't know I had unconsciously chosen to carry on, unaware and oblivious, until the right person looked at me, the right way Thank god.
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