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July 08, 2011 - 1:28 p.m.
In the wake of an impending appocalypse... not today, but a while back, my desk mate asked... 'the world's ending, what would be your one regret?' Baby, you're it. In a gut-instinct moment, without even thinking, you were the first thought to cross my mind When I'm trying to be generous and reasonable, I remember the 'good' times, but now I just feel tricked. Cause you knew, it was never you - you faked it for so long that I believed it ...you were the thing, like when you get angry and accidentally curse your sibling's name, years of conditioning making their name jostle forward to take the blame for your anger it's source your name floods my head an impulse I can't catch before the name is out you are the thing I wish I could take back except that I don't know if I could have gotten here without having to have experienced you I don't trust that without all that shit I could possibly be poised to accept this happiness this comfort this optimism towards everything ahead without having gone through you
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