February 22, 2005 - 11:58 a.m.
hack my head i'm so sick of this i want to eject to ejaculate...you know... that stuff that builds up gorging my brain, keeping me from productive, healthy pursuits... fingers glued, in mirror-land, where all things are not equal or fair and that's "normal". In my make believe world, the norm is a sugarry amalgam of the myths we tell ourselves and i go to sleep each night believing that tomorrow will actually be this way: sweet and revoltingly pure, without the predictable tooth decay the rot inside this myth is painless that's why we never notice it coming grow inside, until you have to project outwards, there is nowhere else for it to go. please, please, please, just let the recycling of old parts focus on the ones that need replacing. stop relinquishing control of your heart stop letting technology try to improve your mind. stick to blank verse and letters tangible things that aren't encoded in objects with screens, lenses and filters distortion of the will I don't want to photoshop my reality- you can't fool me into thinking I am a determinable whole I know better I am vacillating, broken and living still tired of waiting to become something I don't even believe in. i'm tired of fake. tired of being read tired of being penetrated willingly. read me. go ahead. I dare you. alternate ending = fuck you.
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